seee. i knew tat this blog would get me into trouble. AGAIN.
and pple whom i dunno are linking me to their blogs.

hmmm some pple take things too seriously..
sometimes..we should just sit down, relax, and have a cup of coffeee.

any the way. i have nothing more to say after what YOU said.
im not gonna fight back.. i wun.. and i never did.

ok as i was saying... this is why there will never be world peace.
i've alrdy taken a step back.. as it was my fault.. what more do you want from me before you would forget bout everything?
do it RP style?

SIMPLE PLAN "Perfect"
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

wheee!!!! i just got home.
argh im supposed to study outside today but everyone decided to study at home.
so here i am.
got my money. from yesterday's liverpool match. they didnt disappoint me.

lionel was saying tat i shouldn't bet anymore. he said tat everytime u win, you would lose something else.
whoa... sounds like what jingjing said in holland v.
yah its true...i would lose more den what i won. happened many many times alrdy.

any the way.. we were talking bout how god made the world and how he made adam and eve.
gosh. WHY call them ADAM and eve.?
yah. then i thought of some pple. some bastards. i think we should pray for them.. haha
they seriously need help.

argh i slept at 2 last nite, reading TIME. haha wat the hell is wrong with me!?
im gonnna sleep now.
oh yeah go listen to simple plan's perfect..

u know wat...
some pple reallly got nothing to do.
mayb its not him... or mayb its my fault....
sorrry friends..my fault...

hey fucker(s).... thanx alot..
im so honoured.. oh pls...
have fun with it man...
another reason why you pple should go to hell.
black lungs and a black black heart.
the su yu- REN XIN SHI YOU ROU ZHUO DE..... is crap. u pple have just proven it wrong.
but i dun understand... keeping out of YOUR way is not enough?

heck.

coffeee...damn coffeee...
its giving me a terrible headache now..and its making me puke...
gosh..its like a hang overrr.... bahhhhhh i know coffee is bad for me..but couldn't resist yummy caramel..!

oh yeah think it was the coffee tat made us crazy... or maybe its just sheryl and fiona.
they were bouncing on the couch..?! siao rite..
haha but me and sheryl were molesting fiona...

starbucks is the best man!
me,sui,fiona,mei,michelle,sheryl went there straight after school..
slowly, one by one left.
sui,me,sheryl and fiona just sat there until 8+...
talking crap, talking bout everything under the sun..

oh we were planning a gathering/party during the hols.. to celebrate mid autumn festival..
yeah!!! can play with candles and lanterns again!! haha childish but its all for fiona..!! =]

dun play play man... serene's friend's friend got caught and fined $500 for downloading songs..
STOP downloading already...

yeah about the flasher thing yesterday..
i SAW the guy...but heng i didnt seee anything more!!!
poor pple who saw tat disgusting guy's watever.... he's ultimate gross.
they said he was erecting.. ahhhh...

anyway im quite disappointed with HIM today... bastard..
ah serene....he's really a bastard rite!!

yeah and coffeee makes me sleeepy..
just like essence of chicken makes me sick.
i cant appreciate good stufff...

right now im drifting drifting..my eyes r closing.. my brain is sh u t t ti n g d o w n.
g d n i t e e e e.


oh stop..! 4 dec.. CHINABLACK!!!

wassup dudes!

SERENE! the song u sang was terrific!!!! gOOD joB!
oh and wat was the flasher thing about?

yeah during lunch today, mich.fiona.serene.chua.sheryl were singing like siao..
they sang all the oldies... haha remember AARON KWOK's dui ni ai ai ai bu ai... hahaaa
it was so pai seh. i didnt know where to hide my face.

OH.... highlight of the day... SOFTBALL!!
my group won! 15-10.. come on... we gave them so many free walk overs.!
it was SOOO fun. playing in the rain.
sorry weixiong and sui..! for crashing into u pple.. =]
and HAPPY BDAY weixiong!!!!

seems like no one saw MARS yesterday. at least im not the only idiot who went round my neighbourhood trying to look for tat planet yesterday..!

alritez..i better go do my work now.
promos start on the 1st of Oct. i have exactly 33 more days!
study hard friends.and stop complaining..!

i think im an idiot!
i just spent 5 mins outside my house, looking up into the sky. trying to look for whatever red light...
NO light, no MARS...only a few stars, and millions of planes flying by..
tats the disadvantage of staying near an airfield.. its so noisy!

anyway i've got an econs essay test tmrw... but heck la.
went holland v for lunch today.. and guess wat..! We saw Mark Lee.... they were shooting holland v!
haha when chua informed me, i told serene.. den she and dawn ran like siao to see.
haiyah..tat XIAOXIN was there... =[

oh read in a mag tat this model or actress or whatever, she had 6 boob jobs..
and one fine day, it exploded..hahaa oops.. come on... 6..?!?!!???

oh saw stacey in holland v today and she bought a lantern.
ah just remembered that mooncake festival is coming!!! i want the pig in the basket!!! i love tat!

oh yeah...he looks MORE and MORE like xiaoxin everyday.. =]
oh i found out tat hamsters love milk. fed my hamster milk just now.. he lick lick until everywhere also got milk.
haha look like the GOT MILK? advert.

im a dumbass. i forgot to watch punk'd.
i wun have time to watch charmed also.
and i think im gonna sleeep soon.
good nite folks.

hey ppleee....
its raining now... rain rain go away come again another day
i hate it when it rains.. make me sleeepy only.

i cant believe MANDY MOORE is dating ANDY RODDICK!!!! mismatch man..
i rather she go with FEZ...70s show guy..
oh 70s show yesterday was ultimate funny... im so glad its back.. our whole clique loves tat show man.

oh we found out wat a WANKER is today... oh man i think we're slow...lagging like siao..
any the way... yupz...cheap thrill...

oh michelle is damn funny...!!! she was saying NAN BU HUAI, NU BU AI.
wa tat is so true... i loveeeeee bad guys. no not bad guys...
just guys who got atttitute and style... =]
eg.Gerald Wong look-a-like... gosh... maybe its his small eyes.. or maybe its just his sideburns.. haha

had a debate on HOMOSEXUALS during gp today..
whoa it was fun..=] everyone had something to say.
AH....so what do YOU have to say bout homos getting equal rights and stufff???
personally, i have NOTHING against homos.. its inborn wat..cant blame them...

OH YAH!!!!! toook a cab to sch today with jac.. oh man..its shiok... i think i'll take a cab to sch everyday from now on..
alritez.. gonna have my dinner and watch first touch..

oh yah stop stop stop... i realised tat its not safe to write stuff in here anymore.
it might get me into trouble one day.. actually i have already gotten intro trouble cos of this.
why...? cos pple like U are reading this... hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

just got back not tooo long ago..
supposed to STUDY today..haha budden obviously... we wasted our whole afternoon stoning.
stupid fiona played me out! so it was just me, chua and claire at lido.. doing our 'work'.
FIONA!!!!!!! U!!!!!! feeel like boxing u man...

met marian today...hee =] she's soooo cute...
went to see her bowl at cine...
think she was quite disappointed with her rankings.. she was 9th... quite goood wat!!
had lunch with her..oh man i miss her sooo much....all her insults and sarcasm..
yup saw THEM walking out of cine... den i quickly siam... heng they didnt see me la..if not ah...

anyway i forgot tat i would be walking quite alot today...i wore heeels out...
wa damn.. about 10+ hrs walking around in heels... no joke la..
den stupid chua walk so blardy fast... couldnt keep up with her.

just found out tat serene was at the taka roadshow today!!
haha those pple doing aerobics or watever.... oh man..

anyway i just dun get it. everyone's crazy over jay chou..
is he TAAAATTTT great? yeah ok lah.. he does have his own style and attitude...buttt...

because of some talkative pple, i only did 1 qn of tutorial 19 today...
so right now.. i gotta hurry finish it up. and study ting xie tooo.

gloss-lonely in paris.....
wa realllllllllly stupid sonng..

hey friends..ahhhhhhhh....
claire..u're the 4th person to ask me if i was pissed with u..
NO!! haha...come on..all u pple are my bestest friends..and forever will be.

yup im glad man u won. money's rolllllllllling in for me man..
well.. at least i did some work today.
im gonna slack tmrw.

welll....
sui. ----- hope you're ok now.
and to YOU....---- well i guess u haven figured out tat i was talking bout u.
or maybe u haven even read it. and probably wun also.
and to HIM ----- hope you're having fun =]

i hate the blardy mosquitoes.

argh.. pls friends.. (sui and gladys)
i wasn't talking bout u pple!!! haha relax friends.. you pple are still the absolute bestest friends..!!
yupz. and that person dun even noe im talking bout her.
whatever.

saw stacie orrico's mtv. whoa its wonderfully done. she's quite chio ah..
yeah there's really gotta be more to life.
whats the point in doing all these stuff now? chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me?..
and the thing is that i dun even enjoy doing all these. i dun even know what i want in life.!
ok i sound like im whining and complaining.
if i dun do complain here, den where? to my parents? forget it.
now i know why some pple pick up that addiction. life really isnt a bed of roses.

maybe i should be like zhang hui. just fuck everything. fuck you, fuck care, fuck the world.

ah goodbye.. im going back to sleep.
tats the only time i can relax.
be like my hamster, sleep 20 hours a day, heck the world.

evanescence- goodnite.

im crazy. im totally out of my blardy mind.
i think i went round the whole of singapore today.
went holland v, chinese garden, orchard, boon lay.
gosh wasted my time. but it was worth it.. think i saw someone, and i got my money.
and im totally drained out now.

had fun with tanya, serene and fiona at holland v today. its always fun hanging out with them.. thanx friends.
while mei, claire they all dunno go where.
dun worry fiona, i'll make sure u get to know him..!

oh yeah dawn and i made a pact. we will go to a gay/lesbian party one day...
gosh we were totally disgusted when we found out that centro, zouk, embassy hosts gay parties every week.. ah but whatever gays/les are still humans..so we should still respect them no matter what they do.
yeah if u wanna find out more about all the pink stufff, click HERE.

got back my math test today... didnt do as well as i expected. even serene beat me.. but i guess 24 isnt that bad either la. was thinking of dropping a subj again today..


oh yeah, just wanna say that some pple are so superficial and fake. even though we might have known each other for YEARS, it just seems that YOU prefer some other pple. yeah whatever.
But whats really disturbing me is that you dun even care whats happening.
In front of me, old friends, very friendly. Behind my back, ...............
well i hope you're having fun now den.

im worried. there is this big lump of whatever on my hamster's eye. its growing bigger and bigger. hope it doesnt burst, and hope that its nothing serious.

hope that some pple dun get tooo upset.... =]
and i dunno why im still holding on..i think its time i let go and move on.
easier said den done.

again, have fun u idiots. =]

arghhh...hello.
just had my piano lesson. i seriously think im gonna fail my exam.

oh this morning when i woke up, i forgot tat my light was faulty, and i switched it on.
and tat caused a blackout.early in the morning 6.10am....wheeee i was nearly late today.
saw XXXXXX today.. whoa she's quite chio lah.. now i know why he like her.

oh so many pple celebrated their bday today.. like 4 pple..!!
as i said..august is a hot month.

went out with mich yesterday. they insisted on having thai food..
even though i had stong objections, they ignored me n went on.
shared with pegggy the pineapple rice...haha it was YUMMMMY!!!
mich treated us to ice cream.. =] thanx man birthday girl.
and i realised tat i have been eating ice cream for the past few days. damn.
oh we wanted to go karaoke budden it was so blardy ex.. i might as welll sing in my own bathroom lah.. free one.

oh yeah my bio and econs suck. got back my tests. pls..i really need to start studying. been slacking for tooo long alrdy.
no more outtttingsss, no more ponning of classes, no more naps, no more tv, no more com.
hmmm im just saying for fun only lah.. ignore me.

heh the j2s r having their prelims now. hope they have fun...
hope HE has all the luck in the world. =]

have fun guys.

blogger sux! or mayb it aint blogger's fault..
i think its my stupid screwed up computer..couldnt use internet explorer for the past few days.

rewind.
yesterday was a boring day.
all i did was stone.
math test sucked! could do the first few qns.. but when it came to the last qn, which was the easiest, i couldnt solve it.
am i dumb or just dumb?
choc chip ice cream after sch.

today.
it kinda scared me when i realised that there r only a few more wks to promos. and here i am.. still slacking.
yup and my piano exam is in 2 wks time, which coincides with my bio pract.
but heck. i know i wun be able to pass anyway!

oh..during chem tutorial today...we were doing our work.
an aeroplane flew by. mr heng asked what was that. ray said it was a lion. gosh n mr heng sort of believed.
choc chip ice cream after sch.

oh was reading seventeen... ooohhhh...eye candies man..
was talking to mich, my friendly class rep, during econs today. haha she's quite fun to talk to..
we were talking about the hot guys in ac.. haha. gosh.

anyway chua, mei, sheryl were snatching the seventeen mag during lunch today.
and sui was screaming n screaming dunno why also.
den when this guy sort of bent over in front of me, i saw his underwear. gosh..
pls lah..his pants like gonna drop down alrdy loh.

anyway its michelle's bday tmrw! well happy bday girl!
and it will be ray's bday in 2 days time..
and in a few more days time, it will be nicholas tse's bday.
haha we realised that most of the hot guys' bday r in august.. haha...

ah gonna watch first touch now.

I need a sign to let me know you're here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup

When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you feel the world shake from the words that are said


argh.

due to some not so pleasant tags, ive deleted tat entry bout my dad..
ok i must admit tat i WAS bitching bout my dad last nite.. but i was REALLY REALLLY angry...!!
but im over alrdy..
yeah as the su yu goes.."fu zi mei you ge ye chou"...
yupz...so forgive n forget..
now i feel so bad!!! okok...i shalll be nicer to him from now on...

just got home anyway.
today was a cRaZiIiE day..
spent the morning in sch... sitting for the chinese mock exam..
den it was raining cats n dogs after the paper... so we spent a long time at the gate deciding whether to take a cab anot..indecisive bunch of pple..
in the end the 12 of us split and took 3 separate cabs.
haha those friends of mine...never fail to make me laugh.

spent like the whole day in paradigm.
spent almost 4 hrs waiting for a table. haha but nvm we were talking n talking.
wa watched the same few guys play n play non stop. so pro somemore..
until all of us see ballls!! haha
but during that 4 hrs, we were playing games la. wa.. daytona sux.. cheat money only.
haha wa damn fun damn fun..

think jason was very disappointed..haha cos he had no chance to play with sheryl the pro.
sheryl n serene were damn disappointed tooo cos they had to leave early n they didnt even get to play.
den slowly everyone left.
sui went to cut her hair, chua went for tuition, claire left for hillsongs, pek n jason left for class party, tanya dunno go where....
so in the end, it was just me, fiona, zhang hui, mei, gladys. den fiona's friend jianwen came.

wa he played with zhang hui and whoa they are pros man..
oh yeah which meant that we finally got a table.
den after awhile, we got another table.. so i played with fiona n gladys.
but it was so pai seh cos everyone was watching!

den everyone left..
so me,chua,gladys went to the tuition centre.
gladys wanted to meet her friend, while me n chua wanted to see jan.. haha
its so good to see her again, still the same after all these months.

den went to meridian food court for dinner.. hahaa wheeee we were like pigs. so hungry.
hai..its so good to spend quality time with them..

was deciding whether to go for class party, go for hillsongs concert, or play pool.
couldnt decide.
class party... hmm sorry lynsey i didnt go. we didnt see the point in going.. since now quite a few of our classmates r pissed with us.. and they werent even going. so whats the point?! not tat i was anti or anything...

now im back here..thinking bout what i have done.
i only have tmrw to study for math.
and i also have to reflect...and think about how BITCHY i have become.
dun worry michelle.. i promise u.. i'll do what u said.

a disappointing match for arsenal again. could have done bettterrr..!

something BIIIIGGGGG happened today.
and i mean REALLY big...with a capital B..

hai....yeah sometimes they are tooo much..
i mean if you dun like somebody, you dun have to make it SOOOO obvious.
and all i did was to laugh at the birD they drew..
and now Ray and Emmeline are pissed with us..
i didnt even do ANYTHING!!!! and he didnt even reply my sms...
it shows that he is reallly pissed...

and that totally spoilt my mood.
i came home straight after school, when fiona n sheryl they all were going to play pool.
was thinking bout how we were treating her... and i feel SOOOO blardy bad now!
not that i did much to her, but somehow i just feel bad.

ah that aside.. found out that some pple gossip more den me.
and they dun just gossip, they bitch and critisise that person until he/she wished that he/she was never born.

to qualify as a farker,
1 . bitching must be your favourite pass time
2 . the obscene language (vulgarity) is your 1st language
3 . you think you are so big and you own the world
4 . u go round telling pple stories bout somebody ( which are either untrue or twisted )
5 . u stare at pple for no good reason all the time
6 . u find it funny when something bad happens
7 . u try hard to zaogeng girls
8 . u must be a posssssssssssseuuuurrrrrrr
9 . u must be very horny and sick
10.u love killing ants or any creeepy crawlers

ok go check out this blardy site before u go.

hello friends...!!
i just got home.. from CHINATOWN!! damn tired.
went to my optician to get replacement for my contacts.
blardy contacts broke into 2 this morning.. at least it didnt split in my eye.
so im stuck with my blardy glasses for a week.

FINALLY.. i took the NEL..!! so sua ku rite..
meiting, pek and peggy were my train pals.. haha.
it was nothing great though.. its overrrrrrrrrrrrated man..
thought what was all the hype bout...its only a blardy mrt loh..

double period chinese was HELL..!! we were so bored.
u move an inch.. and lao shi will say you're not paying attention.
lao shi is super hot, but she's toooo naggy n stufff...
its kinda irritating sometimes.
my day started only after chinese.. cos... cos.. hmmmm friends u noe wat happened!
seriously friends... tell me if there is any chance or not..=[

my mum was telling me that i should concentrate on my studies.
i dunno why she suddenly said it..
now i feel so bad.. i haven gone for a single math lect in the whole week.
cant resist the temptation of skipping classes..
i guess its a trade off ..
haiyah promos coming... dear friends.. pls push me to study...
there is nothing to motivate me.

anyway heard something today.
who he think he is lah!! hmmmmm R P ah??

argh gonna get some work done.
dun want the teachers to go after me..
trying to maintain a clean record..

ah fuck. but my eyelids r so heavy.. the lactic acid in my eyes need to be neutralised.

oh check out mama mia its grosssssss.........
oh man sheryl.. u shouldnt have told me about it.

I GOT THE MAGIC STICK!!... blah blah blah
AND I'LL SHOW YOU THE MAGIC...blah blah
I GOT THE MAGIC STICK...

hey u idiots!!
what are ur eyes doing here???
u should be studying!! come onnn....promos coming..
and theres an econs test tmrw.
if you're saying "fuck the test" now.. den u have successfully become a bo chap slacker.. WELL DONE!

remember what LIL'FLIP said in I CAN DO THAT..

im really a dumb dumb..
i shouldn't have gone to sch today...
the rain..my bed..my pillow..my peanut...i should have continued sleeepin.

ponned math and bio lect today. was in the library with sheryl, serene and fiona.
gosh i love these guys man.. always making me laugh.

some pple are really sick.
they take pics of girls secretly n put them up on the net. FARKERS man..
some pple i know have their pics put up.. and no its not funny..
it just shows how disgusting, perverted, moronic and horny the fucker is..
girls.. remember to sit properly..stand properly...protect ur top n bottom..!! especially since there are so many perverts in our sch! serious assholes who would sit in the void deck and wait for girls to zaogeng.
AND remember.dun put any pics on the net! its dangerous.! reallly dangerous!

oh had this AIDS talk today... gosh...
the video was SO funny.! the guys were so INTO the show.. hahaa.

GOOD NEWS!
my hamster is getting stronger! haha... he is alive n kicking!!
right now.. he is munching on his food.. on my lap.. so cute rite!


haha that's my hamster..! yeah he's fat.. but arent hamsters supposed to be fat anyway?

nap time.

the ULTIMATE hamster GUIDE....
( my mum borrowed this book from the library )

Breaking of limbs are common. But they should not be treated lightly.
To supplement them with calcium, dip a small piece of bread in milk, and feed your hamster.
and in no time, your hamster's bone will grow.!

oh my god! i followed the instructions carefully though.

if your hamster has any probs.. come n look for me!!
i treat alll kinds of illnesses.
Wet tail, rashes, heat stroke, infections.. i can deal with it..
WHY? cos i have the Ultimate Hamster Guide!!!

argh.
am i down on my luck or am i unlucky? hahaa
come on... arsenal has disappointed me time n time again..
bugger. so this means that michelle... u wun receive a present from me..im absolutely broke now.
but im not gonna forsake u!! i'll still support u every match.. even if i have to kill to get the money.

oh but i gotta say that ljungberg is getting cutter n cutter everyday.
and even though bronckhorst missed his penalty kick.. i still love him.

after reading blogs.. i came to the conclusion that everybody is getting tired of the world.
aren't u tooo? aren't u tired of doing the same thing over and over again?
how bout the same pple u see everyday? doing the same old thing..?
haha just look at me! im doing the same old thing everyday!
eat.blog.sleep.tv.online.eat.sleep.stone.
dun u do tat tooo?

i've eaten.. and i've blogged.
so guess what im gonna do now..!

oh yeah before u farkers take ur eyes off this.. go dwld Jagged edge's remix version of Lets Stay Together.
its ultimate coool.. tats my kind of music..

ps: my sis said that andy roddick looks like a monkey. hmmmm
good game yesterday anyway.

guess im back here. after all the shit that has been running through my head.
not fun. it seriously isnt fun to be in this state.

P=MC .. allocative efficient.
MR=MC.. equilibrium.
thats all i can remember after studying for an hour.
maybe cos my brain was stuffed with some other things.
i need to get all the crap out and get econs stuff in..

hmm wat can i throw out?
i should forget bout what that childish, insensitive guy has done.
( jo says i should apologise and everything will be over... hmmmm )
well... yeah i shouldnt have done that... but..
next... forgive and forget the things my dad has done.
and den i should try to overcome it.
finally, forget bout what chua made me do last nite.

yesh... i shall aim to do these today, before the match.
in the meantime... u pple... hold on to ur legs and persevere.
hahaaaa do u geddit?

you know CHUA...!! im seriously gonna kill u!!!!
i dunno why i listened to u last nite..
NOW...ive utterly disgraced myself..
i dun feel like going to sch tmrw!! and its all UR FAULT!!

anyway check out the 1995 Porsche 993 Coupe
i dunno how to insert the damn pic.. must ask serene first..
was reading some mag n i saw it.. its beautifull..!!

imm slacking n slacking which is very bad...
someone..pls pick me up from the shit n make me study!!

oh yah n have i mentioned tat i hate it when pple dun reply my msges..??!!?!

HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE!!
im so proud of singapore... !!
haha ndp was boring. cant believe i actuallly gave up the chance to go to chua's hotel to stay at home
we were like some idiots, standing outside waiting for the planes to fly past..
they did..finally.. but we gave up waiting outside already..so we only heard them zooooming past...

anyway that aside.
i was just thinking bout what mdm said. yeah it is scary!!
just imagine this. should a suicide bomber be among the crowd.. that will be the end of singapore!
but we should never doubt our defence forces... security will be tight tonight.
and im glad nothing happened.. phew..

Where do we go, nobody knows
Don't ever say you're on your way down when
God gave you style and gave you grace
God put a smile upon your face

yeah we dun know where we would be going tmrw.
but for me, my dad knows where exactly though.
cause he has alrdy planned everything for me.. =[
yeah god put a smile upon my face.. but my dad wiped it off.. just like that.

anyway i hope chua and friends r enjoying at the hotel now.
i didnt even bother asking my dad.. cos i know the answer alrdy..

i was playing with my hamster... and i realised that his right leg bone is gone..
argh blardy hell.. he's just a small little hamster... spare him the pain.
nono..im not blaming god.
im just blaming myself for not being brave enough, to go against my dad and bring him to the vet.

its a big match tmrw... MAN UTD vs ARSENAL..
haha who will win? welll arsenal better win...den i would be able to buy mich a present for her bday haaha

haha okok have fun.

heeelllo heeelllo!!!
got home at 5+ today... so guai rite!!

the national day thanksgiving service was soooo boring!!!
me,fiona,mich,serene made a pact to sing alll the songs.. haha and we did!
den while we were singing last yrs national day song.. some j2s went in front to do the stupid dance..
it was amusing n entertaining... we were just laughing our heads offf...

after tat, we went to play pool.. sheryl, as usual, was so kan chiong..
she made us rush all the way to paradigm... and guess wat... it wasnt open yet..
so when it finally opened at 11, we were the first to be there..
we didnt have to wait for the cj pple to finish hahaaa..

sheryl is so pro man... her accuracy is near perfect 100%...!!!
wa damn jealous of her... she plans to be a pro pool player... and i support her!!
she taught me how to play properly lah..haha..a few more lessons from her and i will be able to graduate from SPS.. ( Sheryl's Pool School ) with flying colours haha..
serene and sui are quite pro tooo!! haha didnt expect it..
3+ hours of pool is no joke man.. physically and mentally exhausting...
pool = fun

oh yeah just to side track a little....my dad disapproves of me playing pool. he says tat it is a place where gangs, ah beng ah lians hang out.
erh...is he talking bout himself? cause he used to play pool last time when he was younger.
what is wrong with him?

went lido after tat to stone... free flow..watch thrillers..talk cock..
this is how spastic we are..

met jo..!! HAPPY BELATED BDAY girl!!! hahaaa..!! misss u sooo much!!
met marian too!! hahaa... she's such an idiot!!! but i misss her stilll!!

watched holland v..!! whoa... its getting funnier n funnier every day.
and xiaoxin is SOOOO cute... he looks like somebody..! =]

anyway im gonnna sleep... =]

wheeeee wheeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
my legs r breaking haha.... cos of stupid hockey training..
heeeheeee hahaha im going CrAzIEeE.!!

guesss im influenced by my ham... he's going crazy tooo!!
he stands in a corner with his tongue sticking out..freezes there n stone..
he's either in pain, lovesick, or posing.
i think he does his own physio theraphy hhaaa.... he can walk abit now leh..
wa the wonders of a small little hamster..n his healing powers.
i really hope he can suvive this painful ordeal...and yah my dad dun allow me to bring him to the vet.

I GOT IT!!! i GOT THE bang bang bang...how many pple died thing..!
wa lau..tat took me a day to figure it out!!

oooohhhhh i think im CrAzIeeE over su yu..!!
it is the stupid test!! now, i will unknowingly add in a su yu in my every sentence!..
haha sorrry friends..i know you pple are quite irritated rite!... like since when did i become so cheena-fied..!?

double period econs tutorial was siao!! everyone went crazy trying to figure out the blardy graphs..
den june said something really stupid n mr mashren gave her a stick..
haha why did he give her the stick?
msg me for the answer hahaaa....

ah tmrw's half day.. no lesson.. i can finally take a break..
im realllly very tired...
im tired of pple accusing me of things i didnt do. and never would do.
im tired of the world... it IS a beautiful world. but it is fake.
nothing on earth is real anymore... friendships.. what brotherhood.. alll these r fake.. its superficial.

aiyah everyone seems to hate each other..
come on.. where is the loveee?
no im not gonna wish for world peace.
there will never be world peace.
im just gonna wish for a miracle to happen.

haiyah... i rather wednesdays be a normal long day..
im always going out on weds... and every outting burns a hole in my pocket.
which is kinda suckieee....cos im broke now.
but i wun be anymore once epl starts...!!!

oh yah i must telll everybody how dumb serene is..
we went lido for free flow.. den me n fiona asked her to go buy drink.
and what did she ask us..? " Buy regular or large ah? "
wa lauuuuu u think leh!!!

oh saw sharon today with this guy today
she's soooooooooooo chiooooooooooooo..
and she was sooooooo nice n friendly!!! wheeee if she was in ac... she'll be the hottest girl man.

haiyah serene says tat my hamster will die sooon... boooohooo!! i dun want ham to die!!! though i know tat sickness and death are part of life.
fiona says i feeed him tooo much n he's so fat... and dawn finds its soooo funny tat my ham broke his leg.

oh today kenneth.paulus.sui.asilah.lynsey.kaijing. were trying to trick me la..
HOW MANY Meh MehS JUMPED OVER THE WALL???
it took me like 5 yrs to get it.. haha..
den came the AUNTY POLLY DIED LAST NITE..DID SHE DIE????
i took another 5 yrs to get it..
but kenneth still haven told me the one o clock two o clock thing... i dun get tat..!
ahh laaammmmeeeeee.....

since i cant bitch bout my dad in front of him.i shall do it here...
having dinner with him is like HELLL...sitting opposite him is like sitting opposite a time bomb..
he explodes as and when he likes. scolds pple anytime, anywhere he wants to. it seems like scolding pple for no particular reason has become his part time job now.. just that he doesnt get paid for doing so..he derives joy from scolding n nagging...SADIST..
he doesnt show it. but everybody and anybody can tell that he's just tooo tired with his own fucked up life tat he takes it out on his children and wife ( no he doesnt abuse us ).making sure that we dun get what he didnt get last time. <------ FREEDOM and LOVE.
dun get me wrong.. im not scolding my grandma.. she's an angel..
its just tat the blardy kid of hers just doesnt have a heart..
he's always threatening to kick me out of the house if i continue to be like tat... ANYTIME man...im just waiting for tat day..
max offered to take me in should he really throw me out of this blardy house which is so far from civillisation.
ok i shalll not talk bout him anymore. shdn't say much tooo....
sculllly some pple say im sadistic... problematic..screwed up...whatever la..

some bird is chirping now... i gotta gooooo.....

im so sleeepy i slept in the car..
didnt hear a thing my dad was saying..must be scolding me again but heck
hockey....reallly fun but tiring....
realised tat some of the pple in hockey r damn nice... while some... blehhh...no comments

so it seems tat i didnt keeep to my promise.
im online now.. n blogging... but heck..

oh my ham broke his leg! right leg!! i think
oh man.... pooor little thing... cos my mum didnt dare to touch him when he got stuck.
so he was hanging there for so long with his leg sticking out..
and when he finally released himself.... his leg gone alrdy loh.... he cannot walk..
cannot climb... cannot sleep properly also.. shit...

oh yeah captain kally is sOOO funny..she was picking up balls during tennis training just now..
ohhhhh and their coach not bad ah... =]

wa some pple's blog really damn bitchy man...
i mean not say they very good looking or cool or wat..
go and insult girls like siao.. pls la...
but im refraining frm saying anything..
later some pple go and say i wat wat wat again... say im bitching la...wat crap la..

anyway found out tat the library's quite a condusive place for studying..
ok i shalll start studying there after sch fm next wk onwards..

wheeeeee im gonnnnnna look after my ham now.....
in the meantime.. U farkers shd fang xia tu dao, li di cheng fo... hahaaaa

wheeeeeeeeee..... i think im going BOnNKERsSss...!!!!
i was pissed awhile ago..and now...suddenly im happpy again...
aiyah my brain's siao siao not working anymore...

i was in the study mood today... so i actually listened during classs......!!!
i kept telling myself to keep tat mood when i get home..
but hahaaa...i slept for 2 hrs..
tats y i say THE BED IS EVIL!!!!!!

yah cant wait for EPL to start....abt 2 more wks... wheeeeeeee....
haha max... we can work together again n earn lots of moneyy...!!
den i can see kewell, ljungberg, alan smith, and the others again...

anyway i wun be blogging so often anymore... wun be coming online so often tooo...
partly cos ive decided to start studying... but mainly cos my dad's realllly pissed with me now a days..
dun wan him to get heart attack... if not nobody will fetch me around anymore....
oh yah.. and the most most most impt thing is tat i dun want some pple to read my blog n talk cock anymore..

wheeeee..... i lovee the world..!!!!

wheeee i changed the tag board thing to zonkboard..
its beetter... haha i will show u the wonders of zonkboard another time..

did nothing the whole day...
wa glued to my bed most of the time.
did math tutorial 17 though haha do one tutorial every sunday... gosh..
watched linkin park meteora concert on mtv.. LOVE them...
watched the liverpool vs ajax match... LOVE kewell
found out tat Julien Escude(from ajax) has a bro.. and guess who! its NICOLAS ESCUDE!! haha..
watched tennis toooo...hmmmm boring boring...
studying ting xie now... tsk..

anyway im tired of living my stupid life.
actually it seems like everyone is tooo.
some pple just heck care n live each day..
some pple just drop out of sch.
some pple think tat everything will be over once they end their life.
some pple think that the world is realllly beautiful...and they love their life.
I think that we should slow down and enjoy life. If you want to catch something, running after it isn't always the best way..


The greatest conflicts are not between two people but between one person and himself.

Nothing is so good for an ignorant man as silence; and if he was sensible of this he would not be ignorant

do they make sense? yeah they do.. some pple just gotta try to understand that..


My father hated radio and could not wait for television to be invented so he could hate that too.
haha..yeah tat's my dad... haiiiiiii.........i just dunno wat to do with him..
ignore? love? detest? forgive n forget?

its 10.54 in the morning..
my ham was running n running like siao..make so much noise
woke me up..
anyway i dunno where my parents go.. damn..
no breakfast..nothing to eat. guess im stuck at home today..

maybe i shd go get some work done..
oh i studied abit of chinese yest.. haha cannot believe it..
ZHI REN ZHI MIEN, BU ZHI XIN... this is so true..
some pple may look so civillised.. but actually they're a bastard..ah beng
den some pple look so pai.. but they're actually damn nice..
ah u get wat i mean la.

oh yah go dwld SWITCHFOOT.... they're good man..

u know pple... dun ever believe whatever your parents say..
they conned me into going dinner with them la..
they said they were gonna bring us to a fantastic place for dinner...
and in the end.. i sacrificed my outting...to go to some stupid COFFEE SHOP for dinner!!
wa im fuming lah...

oh yah today i ren bu zhu... go mcdonalds to buy shacker friesss!!
den the woman.aye..man..aiyah dunno man or woman lah.. say only got bbq..no hot & spicy
den i said " HUHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!" quite loudly i think
and the woman/man said '' Wa..you're reaction so big.!!"
wa lau tat was damn funny lah..

anyway was talking to somebody... and i realised tat studying is realllly dumb... i mean right now..
if i ever tell my dad this... he'll kick me out of the house la..
say i mix with bad company...become so pai..yarderyarder....
i know im slacking alot now adays.. promos coming alrdy but i still yi zhi ban jie..
which is bad... cos my friends r not as slack as me..!! and im like tat... y ah.?

oh just watched the video of the mad rj teacher...haha quite funny ah actually..
U ARE COVERING UP YOUR LAZINESS..APATHY..BAD ATTITUDE...blah blah blah
wa sounds so familiar ah..!

aiyah somebody is nagging alrdy... gonna sleeep....

The Oracle Advises...

take a break

Ask the Oracle a Question


whoa this is so true! i need a break!!


wheeee just came back!
gp exam suckedd loh....
anyway it was about vegetarians and wat animal rights...
so my dear friends were mad... we had chicken rice at far east n they ordered a huge plate of veggie..
obviously i didnt eat the veggieee... i will neverr be a vegetariiannn!!!

michelle says i should stop bitching bout my dad..
im trying tooo... but i just cant!
he scolded me like siao today cos i didnt pick up his blardy call...
i told him tat my phone vibration abit cock and he said '' DEN THROW THE PHOONE AWAY!''
den he yarder yarder nag nag scold scold.... im sure he was about to slap me alrdy...
heng i siam fast enough.. if not wa lau...

im not bitching bout him..!! he's a bitch wat... so whatever he does.. and whatever i say bout him will sound like im bitching bout him... why dun he just get a life... and go get a job.. oh wait he alrdy has a job..
no he should get a full time job.. like the last one he got.. which requires him to go overseas every other week.
den i dun need to see his face... dun need to listen to all his crap...

going out for dinner now..

hell-o...!!!!
wheeee its FRIDAY!!! tmrw still gotta go sch for gp term exam..!!
dun understand why suddenly got one exam pop up in the middle of nowhereee...
must wake up SooOooo earlie loh...

hai...just cos i went out today after sch.. came back alittle latterrr... my dad not happy alrdy..!
so he say tmrw i must go home immediately.... hmmmmm

wheeeeeEeEeee....finally we completed everything.... just in time..
our GPF is like GoOoODDD!! mdm say one.... heee =]
june,deb and kaijing did most of the work lah..
i just annotated all the info..
dawn designed some stuff n analysed the surveys.. haha.
seee teamwork..!!! =]

ooohhh today's chem lab was so funn...
ray was wearing his big black stupid glasses...
sooo funny loh... den kenneth wore it to do his pract..
it was so fun when slow coach mr heng wasnt around...
when mr heng finally realised he got a class n came a period later... he spoilt alll our fun..!
no more making of love potions n volcanoes hhaahaa.. n spraying of waterr!!
oh man..

anyway ive decided to throw my blardy contacts away..its so shit..
have been crying the whole day stupid contacts.... stupid stupid.
DUN EVER WEAR HARD LENSES....
when the wind blow ah... ur lenses also blow until dunno where loh..

somebody say i write toooo much stuff in my blog.
orh anything loh..
another su yu...- de rao ren chu, qie rao ren.

oh yah...just remembered.. mr how was damn funny yest la... telling us bout tat RJ girl who committeddd suiiicidde..
he say how come all the helpline numbers all 44444 one hahaa...so funny.

yah loh...pls friends...shd anything happpen to any of u all... our blogs may be published loh... hahaaa.....
so pls take care of urselves... especially from zaogeng kings loh..

im gonnnna zZzzzzzZZ... conserve my energy tmrw..
gonna whackkkk some pple man...
wheeeeeeeeeeee

hell-o...!!!!
wheeee its FRIDAY!!! tmrw still gotta go sch for gp term exam..!!
dun understand why suddenly got one exam pop up in the middle of nowhereee...
must wake up SooOooo earlie loh...

hai...just cos i went out today after sch.. came back alittle latterrr... my dad not happy alrdy..!
so he say tmrw i must go home immediately.... hmmmmm

wheeeeeEeEeee....finally we completed everything.... just in time..
our GPF is like GoOoODDD!! mdm say one.... heee =]
june,deb and kaijing did most of the work lah..
i just annotated all the info..
dawn designed some stuff n analysed the surveys.. haha.
seee teamwork..!!! =]

ooohhh today's chem lab was so funn...
ray was wearing his big black stupid glasses...
sooo funny loh... den kenneth wore it to do his pract..
it was so fun when slow coach mr heng wasnt around...
when mr heng finally realised he got a class n came a period later... he spoilt alll our fun..!
no more making of love potions n volcanoes hhaahaa.. n spraying of waterr!!
oh man..

anyway ive decided to throw my blardy contacts away... its like shit...
have been crying the whole day stupid contacts.... stupid stupid.
DUN EVER WEAR HARD LENSES....
when the wind blow ah... ur lenses also blow until dunno where loh..

somebody say i write toooo much stuff in my blog.
orh anything loh..
another su yu...- de rao ren chu, qie rao ren.

oh yah...jsut remembered.. mr how was damn funny yest la... telling us bout tat RJ girl who committeddd suiiicidde..
he say how come all the helpline all 44444 one hahaa...so funny.

yah loh...pls friends...shd anything happpe to any of ur... our blogs may be published loh... hahaaa.....
so pls take care of urselves... especially from zaogeng kings loh..

im gonnnna zZzzzzzZZ... conserve my energy tmrw..
gonna whackkkk some pple man...
wheeeeeeeeeeee