argh im freaking tired man.
last nite was fun.
just tat some stupid bitch spoilt my whole nite.

dear santa. i have been SUPER good this year. =]
pls do smth to tat bitch for me.

i couldnt sleep without my peanut last nite/morning.
and stupid tanya kept scaring me with some stupid mirror ghost story.

during my LONG train ride home from claire's house, the girl sitting next to me was telling her mum some corn soup joke.. gosh it was hilarious but her mum just rolled her eyes..haha tat was even funnier.

im going msia tmrw. damn.
imagine all the shows i'll miss.
1) Are You Hot
2) that 70s show
3) my ch 55 8pm show
any kind souls out there help me tape pls...

ok im gonna sleep now n recharge..

argh im so pissed now.
my parents r fighting over fuck things.. and its irritating. cos i cant blast my music.
i heard my dad say smth like he'll walk out one day.
whoa. i hope it happens soon.

anyway its a bad day today.
so many things happened. n im too tired to face them.
sigh. there are too many things going on and i wish i could heck care everything..

i miss my hamster

my hamster died. yesterday afternoon.
i swear all that insecticide must have killed her.
i can actually sue my dad for spraying insecticide at her..while trying to kill some stupid lizard.
i miss ham. she's only 12 weeks old.

and i swear im suffering from depression. im serious.
so dun bother talking to me these few days.

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haha..this is quite funny.

argh. had tuition today. oh man.
it has been ages since i last held a pen.

the hols have been sucky for me so far.
i think even my hamster has had a more meaningful life den me.
i've done nothing. i've learnt nothing. but i've eaten alot.

i think my mum is crazy..
she smsed me today to tell me that she stroked a dog.! Huh?
the whole world is going crazy.
so am i.

argh..
tried to have some peace at home today, but all the dogs kept barking for no apparent reason.

i was watching the mtv europe music awards this afternoon.
christina aguilera iss freaky.
beyonce is such a great performer..entertainer..
if..IF she ever comes.. i'll definitely go to her concert.
i HATE..HATE..the white strips..
have u seen their new mtv.. IRRITATING..

im listening to evanescence's my immortal now.
i love evanescence man.

anyway my stupid parents say we're going msia next wk.
wat the hell.

gosh. its 22 Nov alrdy.
im still trying to think of a perfect plan.

33 more days to go. i cant wait.
i really cant wait.

i dunno why. issit my hair or what?
when i washed my hair yesterday, the dye came off.
so now my hair's like black, brown, copper n blonde. multi coloured.
or maybe its just COLOURHOUSE!

heh everybody's dying/highlighting their hair now.
i saw leslie kwok on tv last nite.
he had ashy brown hair. coool.

i cant stay at home. many many houses around r renovating.
all tat drilling is making my head spin..

whee...
esplanade's not bad actually.
went there for fun today.

i think we walked the whole of spore today. my legs r aching now..
and my back's aching from pool..

stupid friends dun want to watch wishing stairs with me. blah!
scardy cats..

i was reading some stuff online just now.
some pple write so much crap just to bring a simple concept across.
conincidentally, i had a gross dream abt tat last nite tooo
whatever. freaky. whatever.

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hehe. i think i caught a cold while at the beach yesterday.
we wanted to tan..but there wasnt any blardy sun.
but it was fun. worth it.
but the next time i go sentosa, i'll bring my own water.
it's so damn ex over there..

i shall be good n stay home today.
i'll tidy my room. i'll file all my papers. i'll try to find my SATS book.

i'll go do my hair tmrw. which means another day spent in town.
ARGH.
why is singapore so blardy small..

oh yah and i have been having weird dreams these few days.
freaky freaky..

gosh my back is aching like crazy!
played LOTS of pool today.
thanx to sheryl... i hope i improved!
9 ball is FUN! haha...

damn. all the parties coming up.
argh i hate my blardy parents.
im broke. really broke. pool's draining all my money.

ok thank god. they're gonna re-highlight my hair. for free.
i will choose BROWN this time. no blonde. no ah lian colours.

oh going to the beach tmrw. class outting.
i hope it doesnt rain. and i hope i can wake up in time.

im gonna rest my poor back now.
oh n i realised i missed ARE YOU HOT! wth. but i've seen all of the pics alrdy.

I CANT WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS!
40 more days!
i hear christmas songs everwhere. the bells r ringing in my head.

heh we were saying that this yr's christmas decorations gross.
its so.. blink blink.!

im stuck at home. its raining. my hamster's sleeping.
i shall go out tmrw. its so boring to stay at home.
im going back to COLOURHOUSE to complain.
its so unfair! how come marilyn has that package n i didnt have.

okok im still waiting for christmas.. and waiting for mummy to come home with my food.

eh..
in a baad baaaad moood now.

i dunno why.
i KEEP seeing some pple around. and get disturbed by them.
whatever lah.

im seriously broke. im not going out anymore.
even if i do, i will not go town anymore.
this will reduce the chance of me seeing some pple.

anyway. kit kat caramel sux.
its TOO sweet. makes u feel like puking after that.

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argh!!!
the stupid woman at COLOURHOUSE at wheelock cheated me!! she's obviously colourblind!!
anyway i coloured n highlighted my hair.. hehe...sudden urge to go do it.
its freaking obvious.but who cares. i have 2 months.

i have been going to town everyday for the past 10 days. oh man.
and obviously meeting alot of funny pple.

im so glad pw's over. i hate pw. i screwed my op up.
couldnt answer a single question. out of point.

i tried to rush home for gotcha..but missed it. damn.
watched ch 55 instead. good show man.

im seriously looking for a job. im spending all my money.. including my savings.
and this wun do in the long run.
ok i shall ask my dad tmrw.
meanwhile i shalll go rest my eyes.

whoa. hot guys from ARE YOU HOT.!
and no. this is not a porn site.

i fell asleep while listening to jay chou. haha.
oh man. i used to wonder how some pple could like him SOO much.
now i know why. his songs r sooo meaningful!
sub consciously, i remember my sis scolding me for singing his song the whole nite.

i was reading Avril's lyrics last nite. whoa she basically summarised what life's all about.

everyone's out doing pw.
woke up to find my hamster on my bed. and a note to tell me to feed her.
i havent. heh.
im stuck at home. damn. but im broke anyway. so nvm.

whoa. pw was kinda fun.
we have two days and tonnnes of work left to do.
but who the hell cares.

was watching ARE YOU HOT. whoa.... on an average, two out of four girls are major hot.
and three out of four guys are hot..

just watched Avril Lavigne's concert on HBO.
she's a real good songwriter. she cant sing live though.
i was dying to go her concert tat time.. but NOBODY..NObody was willing to pay to see her perform. DAMN.
if she ever comes again, i SWEAR i'll go no matter what.

mayb im laggin..but i just bought jay chou's album.
WHOA he's reallly cool man.
my mum was like- CANT EVEN SEE HIS FACE.! CANT HEAR WHAT HE'S SINGING!
haha. dunno how come i suddenly become so cheeena.. but jay's reallly good.

everyone's having pw meeting tmrw. except me. cos i'll be stationed at home to collate everything.
my mummy rather go for her yoga class den go shopping with me!

argh sleeepy sleeepy.. stupid june n kai made me wake up so early today.
anyway...

Im staring at my feet. My cheeks are turning red.
Im searching for the words inside my head.
Im feeling nervous.
Trying to be perfect.
Cause I know you're worth it.

whoa.
pw sux. but me,kai and june had fun today... doing NOTHING.

oh we went to wisma to catch the ELITE models. but they were late. so we left.
we went to play pool today. haha quite funny.

man utd won. damn. i kinda support liverpool. the goalkeepers were both on form today.
i think darren fletcher is quite cute..haha. i hope i got his name correct..
but anyway. arsenal's still at the top of the table!

yay! chinese is finally over!
i realised i wrote out of point for compo. but who cares.
retake next yr loh... lessons with chio lao shi's not so bad..

we had LOTS of fun today man... just talking n talking..=]
i love you friends! alot alot!!!

of cos... im broke again. everytime i go out... all my money's spent on FOOD. pool took up lots of my money tooo..

anyway while we were talking... i did alot of thinking..
sighhhhhhhhhh.......
i realised that someone close to me is leaking alot of stuff out.
i mean.. stuff tat only some noe..is being spread to someone very very far away.. and somehow it gets back to me.
and this is NOT the first time alrdy..
wait till i find out who tat bitch is.. i'lll murder her man.

oh on my way home, in the mrt, i was wondering.. how come nobody is sitting there?
den i saw.. there was this small cutlery knife on the chair.. haha tats hilarious man.
mayb it was GOTCHA or something..

den while waiting for the stupid bus at the bus interchange, i was observing this group of ah lian ah bengs.
they were sooo blardy haappy when one of them managed to get a pack of cigarettes..
erh?!?! they're SO underage... pls loh.
i have nothing to say.

ah very tired. gd nite.

I SWEAR I'LL NEVER EVER GO FOR THIS TYPE OF INTERVIEW EVER AGAIN..
i totally pai seh myself in front of like so many pple.!!
argh. all of them were laughing n laughing at me lah...
eh haha but who cares. hope nobody remembers.

anyway it was my last day of sch today.
im gonna sleep in tmrw..
i HAVE to study also.

lao shi is so nice! she's the best teacher ever on earth.
she's patient, dedicated and she would still continue to teach even when she's sick.
she gave us chocolates today!!!
the only thing tat kept me going to sch these few weeks was chinese.. =]

2003 was an eventful year. many many many things happened.
the first three months were so slack.. and we had lots of fun in sc8.
den some of my friends went to another class after that.
we still continued to have fun..so much that we totally switched off during lects and so we suffered during the terms.
we didnt learn our lesson..we continued to slack. last minute mugging pulled us through the promos. at least NONE of us got retained.

i realised that its so difficult surviving in AC.
its so easy for pple to talk bad bout u.. but so difficult to stay in pple's good books.
i think most would agree with me. haha.. at least im sure sheryl would agreee with me!

oh yah yesterday while i was out in town, i was just thinking.. how come there r so many SPGs around now a days..? den when i got home, i read the article bout SPGs in the papers.. whoa...

CHRISTMAS is coming! haha
sHOPPPING...SALE!!!! parTies!!!! beauty sleeP.!!
50 more days. haha

ok. im declaring tmrw a holiday.
i think i shall go shopping tmrw.
going to sch now is useless.
pw is dumb. cant believe they r actually thinking of scraping pw next yr. !! NOT FAIR!
chinese..hmm..lao shi's so dedicated. and chio. how can i let her down?

anyway got my results back. eh. kinda surprised they moderated so much!
final grades.- ACCC. heh not bad huh..kidding.
my whole class is promoted. heh not bad ah. no probas either.

i think harvey is so gonna scold me. i've skippped all possible trainings..
but who cares. im quitting hockey. im gonna join GO GREEN and bridge next yr.

slept from 1-6 today. yah im the biggest pig. but even if i were to sleep the whole day, my dark eye rings wun go away one. damn.

that 70's show is certainly the funniest show on earth.
laughed my head off man. double dosage just now.
ok im waiting for ARE YOU HOT or NOT. even though its a stupid show.

i fell asleep watching the match last nite.
woke up to find out that arsenal won 4-1. great.!

i think im sick. it was blasting hot yesterday.
the mg funfair was crazy. it was like any other mini fairs..
nothing great..wasted my time...
didnt feel anything when i went back to mg.
mayb cos most of my close friends r in ac now.

im supposed to study today. im gonna self ground myself for the next few days.
after chinese exam, im gonna play man.
too bad my dad's away on the wrong days.

alot of things happened these few days. i just dunno what im supposed to do.
mayb ignorance is bliss after all.

ohoh thanx belinda! so sweet. got me a balloon yesterday and i didnt even have the chance to thank her.
found out that someone goes to her church... whoa...coincidence / freaky?

well...the O and A levels r starting reaaal soon... =]