hello!
i was planning to go church today, but couldn't wake up.
i guess i should stop going out on saturdays. hmm

i learn smth new each time i play pool. i learnt how to jump the white ball to hit a coke can off the edge of the table.
blardy cool, but blardy embarrassing too. everyone was laughing.

such a nice weather. great for sleeping.
but no, im not going back to sleep. time to finish up my hmwk.
oh and i hope there are cute little hams when i go to the pet shop later.

something really freaky happened in my room last nite.
i was cold, sick and all alone. i was so freaked out i didnt even dare go to the toilet. shan't go into details as it might scare the living shit out of you.

i never really believed in all the ghost stories or what not, but after what happened, i will.
i remember watching a documentary some time ago and some professor was saying that everyone would experience at least one peculiar, unexplainable event at some point of their life.

hmmm. ok.
hope all's well tonight.

im so disappointed.
i've got nothing to say, and all i can do is sigh.
nothing else matters anymore.

im not pissed. you're not worth it.

my dad doesnt like me to go to sleep after mindnight.
my dad doesnt like me to wake up late, say after 9am.
my dad doesnt like guys to call my house phone. ok.
my dad doesnt like me to go out at night.
my dad doesnt like my hamsters. ok.
(im quite sure he poisoned them btw)

at the end of the day, i only have one thing to say.
ok. go fuck yourself. i hate you. =]

whoa.........
i need more money $$$$$$$ to support my extravagant lifestyle.
one week of holidays and a few hundred bux gone.
there's 10 more days to april, and i have absolutely nothing. nothing left.
my bank account's almost empty already. how how how?

i was watching some show just now and it got me thinking.
what would it be like if i was close to my parents.
the very thought of that makes me wanna laugh.

my conversation with them never lasts for more than 5 minutes.
and it always end up as a quarrel with me walking away.

when i was young(er), my dad would ask me if i would miss him each time he went on a business trip. my reply would of cos be yeah.
but now, i would just walk away.

walk away. thats what i always do. damn it.
when my parents yell at me, i just ignore and walk away.
even when they start to get out of point and blame me for things i did not do.
i dun want to blow things up, dun want things to get ugly.

they never believe what i say. they think im mixing with the wrong group of friends. they think im stupid enough to be conned by some idiots.
they dun know what i want. they dun even know that i hate vegs and green tea after 17 yrs. cmon, even my friends know that.
they say town is where evil looms, and its safest at home.
blardy hell. what happened to the chandelier?
gosh, you get the point?


ok anyway, im sure your parents r not as screwed up as mine right.?
they dun call you every hour to check on you right? they dun go round your room checking your stuff right?
and im sure they dun read your smses rite?

well thanx to them, i've learnt to take things easy.
its pointless to take things so seriously. nothing in this world is worth that much effort.
im just floating along. i dun really care what happens now.
but it doesnt mean that im not studying. i dun think ABB for terms can be considered slacking.
so why dun u just farking shuddup and stop yelling at me to go study.
i believe in studying hard and playing hard. i feel so sorry for you, for you know not what play is.

so now, pls go give your mum and dad a big hug, and be thankful for having them.
i cannot think of anybody else who is as farked up as my parents. so stop complaining.

ok yawnz. this is getting boring.

my mum used to say that its safest to be at home.
i guess she's wrong.

on a lazy sunday evening, i turned on the tv to find Ocean's Eleven on HBO.
so i was happily watching my favourite show and of cos, as usual, i was slowly drifting off to dreamland.
realising that my beauty sleep is more important than the show, i decided to give the ending a miss.
i was halfway up the stairs when i heard glass shattering.
guess what. the chandelier dropped.
just right where i was sitting about a min before.

what if, what if i had decided to watch the ending.
i cant imagine what would have become of me if i had decided to sleep there.

obviously its a sign.
thank u god.

so whenever your mum tells u that its safest to be at home whatsoever, tell her my story.

Diry Dancing is one of the few movies which is worth 8.50.
great dancing, great songs and of cos, a cute guy.

American idol ll: Trenyce sang Lets Stay Together on the wildcard show.
American idol lll : Leah sang Lets Stay Together on the wildcard show.

and surprise surprise. my fav song brought the both of them to the finals.

my dad's busy these few weeks. great.
i'll be able to enjoy my hols to the fullest.

heard some stuff today. haha hilarious.!!

haha you gotta try this [MAGIC SQUARES]

i did it in 91 moves. damn.

whats the point of asking?
im damn sure you already know the answer.

seriously, why? why even bother?