sigh. im convinced that the world's coming to an end soon.
here collapse, there collapse, chaos everywhere.
school's worse. =(

due to an overdose of pills, my nose was bleeding like crazy last night. thanx mum.

went to town just now, saw a Kenneth Cole bag. i shall start saving up. its ONLY a few hundred bux. haha. no worries.

terms are coming. but i dun care. i cant wait for the hols to come.

im bloated from all that haagen daz i had during lunch..
that was say 6 hrs ago. and im still bloated. i have no appetite now a days, in which i've got my mum to thank. i gotta take a whole lot of pills everyday for my headache.
8 black pills, 2 ginseng pills, 2 multivitamin pills and some supplements. EVERY FREAKING MORNING AND NIGHT. !

anyway.. if only i was Hou Yi. i would shoot the freaking sun down. its blardy hot. even my hamster is sleeping on his back. gosh.

freaking black out last nite.
wasted one hour of my life. i was sitting outside my house staring up at the stars and enjoying the breeze with my hamster. couldn't see a cow inside. candles r useless.


Prime numbers are like life. They are what is left when you have taken all the patterns away. They are very logical, but you could never work out the rules, even if you spent all your time thinking about them.
-The curious incident of the dog in the night time-

Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher

I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life

-The Rasmus-In the shadows-

fuck you, fuck the world.
i hate my life. i cant keep up, im too tired.
loads of stuff to do, but i dun care, all i want right now is to have some time off this fucked up world.

new week, new hamster.
my aim is to keep it alive for more than 6 months.

anyway Enrique's concert last nite was da bomb man.
great singing, great dancing, great crowd, it was like being in a club but minus the smoke and the booze.

oh friends, i know you all will kill me, but i just have to say it.
i hate brown cow.!