i cant believe my bestest friend cheated me.
Where is the damn egg in the curry puff huh my dear old chung kee?
ok la, you're forgiven. im not deprived of eggs anyway.

did i tell you that i have endless supply of eggs? my mum actually bought a few dozens before everything happened.
there's this neighbour of mine who actually came to ask for some eggs yesterday.
so if you need any, call me.

i actually planned to go to school today.
but my once-dislocated-ever-troublesome arm was begging me not to.
it was aching like crazy last night, and i hardly got any sleep. its like rheumatism i guess, but u will never know how tat feels cause your not THAT old.


anybody wants to go watch Mamma Mia with me right after the exams?

go safin. go safin. i knew you would make a comeback. and you did! im so proud of you.!!
yeahh!!! now SCREAM! MARAT SAFIN!!



im screaming inside too. something's tearing me up, but i just cant figure out what.
or maybe i do know what, but so what? he doesn't. and that's the part which makes me wanna cry.
if this goes on, i think i'll explode. now have you heard of human explosives? yeah i learnt that in C.S.I.
yah. something something, something reacts with something, then something happens, and there, a human can just explode like that.


and so, with this, goodbye.

i went to the park just now. they were fighting over dunno watagain and i needed some peace badly.
and so i brought a pack of m&m white chocolates and a box of tissue for my nose, hoping to spend some quiet time with myself and Toto-Chan. great. this group of ah beng ah lians came n invaded the other half of the park, MY park. i dun even think they stay in my neighbourhood.

thats what you get when ur estate is just opposite some neighbourhood school. its like a gathering place for them after school. you gotta squeeeze with half the school people at the bus stop. pissed off. weekdays are just pissing.

but anyway, back to tat ah lian ah beng group.
if you want to smoke, go somewhere else. if you want to act cool in front of your friends, then make sure u even know which side to light the cigarette. the brown part goes into your mouth stupid.
so much for some quiet time. but i had my zen touch with me so who cares.

Picture- Sheryl Crow ft. Kid Rock.
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home


i refused to get out of bed today. it doesnt seem right some how.
they say it'll be a better day tomorrow. bullshit.

and great. the flu bug chose the best time to attack me. i so welcome the idea of me being sick and lying in bed.

and even better. my mum told me she forgot to place the bets for me. wonderful. arsenal-bolton. 4 goals x4.60. x50 bucks. great. what a wonderful weekend.

ok. the idea of studying forensic science seems so far fetched. isn't it cool to be an investigator? haha.
i realised i know nuts bout physics/chem/bio, and i might puke when i cut up some dead body. sigh. so i'll drop tat idea and just stick to watching C.S.I.for now.

yeah. i think i'll take the day off tmrw.self declared holiday.again.

i was telling my sis how shitified i felt just now. and she started singing..
duunnn goooo wasting your e-mmmoootions... lay all your loveee onnn meeeee... (an ABBA song)
though her singing sucked, but i certainly felt better. i love her man.

just watched C.S.I. whoa cool. i wanna be a crime scene investigator! its really amazing how they can pick up every single clue. its even more impressive how they can piece everything together.
so if you're thinking of committing a crime, think again. they will catch you.
if you're thinking of committing a crime in 10 yrs time, think again. I will catch you.

hmm yeah its saturday. im SO happy the hols r coming to an end.
this has gotta be the worse hol ive ever had. EVER.
its the after effects of all the fun, late nights and alcohol. hah.
my body is crumbling and my soul dwindling. this sux.

im so sorry friends. i know u hate me this week cos i keep repeating the same few things.
i know you all r trying to cheer me up and yet i still give you that fucked up face. ah sigh.

i just dun understand people. maybe i should be a hermit and stay in some far away place, where the mountains and rivers are. maybe i'll find some 5000 yr old manual hidden somewhere, practice and master it and become an immortal.hahaha. ah that would definitely save me from the shit that im going through right now.

oh gosh. i dont know why im abnormally emotional these few days. i feel like crying as im typing this. hearing my parents fighting in their room just makes me feel SO much better.
its so queer. as claire would say. i m eccentric. im killing every single ant that gets in my way.
but why the sudden change? is it for the better?

im hungry. but i guess theres no dinner again tonight since my mum's busy fighting with my dad. i guess i'll go to the park with my hamster and have sandwiches, while he has nuts. how romantic.

my phone's screwed up. the battery dies every few hours. and friends dun sms this month anymore. ive wasted so many msges on somebody. argh im going to burst out now.
this is like the stupid movie.. cinderella story. i've got bad parents, no im not tat smart, but yes. i hate my life..

end.

and so here goes. the hols has started.again.
some love it. some cant wait for it. but i hate it.
is the hols a time to study? or a time to relax n play.? u tell me.
come on.! 10 days of play wun kill rite? not as if we wud be studying on a normal sch day also.

we have been doing the things YOU fucking want. but oh no. not anymore. its time to break free.. and oh no dun threaten me with the money thing. not as if YOU give me alot every month.
YOU can go find another daughter who'll listen to all ur blardy shit. oh but hold on. im not gonna leave yet. im gonna suck all ur money and leave you with an exploded artery first. haha.

haha. lets see who wins this time.

dun ever take advantage of free freaking flow.

hmmmm... wat the hell was nursey trying to do... horrible rendition of tat song. grrrrrrrr.