you know when there's an outing tomorrow, you would definitely wanna know where and when to meet right?
and what i am pissed about now is that he hasnt told me the time, he doesnt reply my sms nor pick up his damn hp and he like doesnt give a shit bout tomorrow!
which can either mean that he's sleeping, or out somewhere drinking until he forgot the time and forgot bout me.

fuck la. fuck it. if he calls me tomorrow early in the morning to tell me the plan, i would ask him to fuck off.

i am pissed, im sure you can tell. and theres a fucking lizard at the stairway to piss me even more.

this is crazy!
im not going msia already! crazy.

super hot today!fainting at home!

ok cannot take it. im gonna bathe for the third time today, den go out meet him.
heh dun be jealous la, see must get a guy who is officer. den everyday very slack can zao early!


if i know i not going msia, i would have gone mambo alrdy la. kao

aiyah.
we plan nice nice already, den now everything must cancel cos i think im going msia with my daddy this weekend!

see rite, fri nite have dinner somewhere. sat we plan go spca to see cute doggies! sun go heartland malls cos we got no more money already. aiyah how how how... i come back on tues... how can.... so many days cannot see him! my hp also not auto roam. cannot! cannot!

anyway, ham is so cute! today rain the whole day, i think he cold cold.. heh hide like siao. cute cute!
oh yah u realised tat i say everything x2 rite. heh cos he influence me la. now say everything x2.

hey hey hey!
my exams are over!
but somehow, im not very super excited, maybe cos i slacked too much during exam time already.

MAMBO! heh, my long lost friend.
too bad i had to leave early la, not cos my mama kp, but cos his friend was gonna give me a lift home. sigh, army boys are really sad case la.
it has been a long time, say 2 months? since i went mambo. fuck la, next week want to go but chua not here how to go!?!

oh heh now i know why rockson made so much noise about the zouk toilet! haha. heng my friend got warn me before how to use the tap! rockson didnt know! and many other people also. haha fucking funny standing there see how people get pissed off.

den in the car, damn funny! went round the whole of singapore dropping people off. den he couldnt find PIE, went round n round. i could have been home in 20 mins, but i sat in the car for like 1 hr!!

i dunno why im up so early la. last time i can sleep all day all night one loh! but since im up already, i feel like making some cookies. but sibei sian la. who is gonna clear up after tat?

really friends. fuck the homework. fuck the exams. take time off to enjoy once in awhile. spend some time to think back, and laugh at all the fuck you did last time. stop n smell the roses. you will feel much better. trust me. oh and dun forget to thank god for still being alive.

now im rejuvenated. i am ready to conquer FM.

hey mambo, see u in 2 days time.

i left hammie's cage open on the table and went on my bed to study. obviously i fell asleep halfway rite..
when i woke up, PANIC. cos i wasted an hour of my life and tat hour of studying.
den i wanted to play with ham. FUCK. ham where are you? he climbed out! PANIC. heart dropped. hands were shaking.
i nearly cried. i couldnt find him after half an hour. die. must be some bird ate him up.


thank god. he was sleeping in my toilet all this while.




anyway, we went little india yesterday. but it was hot like fuck la. north indian food. yummy yummy man. it was worth the trip.
something not very pleasant happened yesterday, but im glad we resolved it. i dun want stupid things to affect our relationship.
sigh, im glad i have him with me now. =]

ok, so somebody has disappeared for half the day. no call, no msg, dunno where he is.
ah fuck la. he better have a damn good reason.
tmrw accounting exam. sibei sian. im dead.

HEllo!
i went to the dentist today! wa. siao he was out to get me la. so pain.
my poor baby fell asleep while waiting for me. heh.

i have to start studying friends. i dun wanna fail. so im out!

im angry la.
i plan nice nice with chua last nite to have macs breakfast this morning. cos got coupon rite. DEN i realised this morning that it expired yesterday. abcdefg la. i even plan wat to eat la, hot cakes n big breakfast! grrr.

had sushi buffet yesterday. oh man, i absolutely love jap food! watched zorro at west mall. the auntie kb so much, cos we sat on the sofa/lovers seat. also nobody sit, make so much noise for wat?! she say must pay more den blah blah blah.

4 more days. oh man, oh man......

oh mother, stop giving me the crap.
she has been going on and on for the past 2 days about this little blue-black on my neck.
fuck la, when did she become so hip and happening, even know wat it is called!?!
but sorry la, i wun tell u anything mother. im still denying everything.

den this morning she came in early in the morning when i was still sleeping to tell me that she hasnt been sleeping for the past 2 nights. HAHA. so? if u choose not to sleep wat can i do?

im already so stressed out, 6 more days to exams and im still here watching mtvs and playing games. i need time. i dun need a mother who keeps reminding me that i have a fucking thing on my neck.

she said she's scared. and i was scratching my head. scared for wat fuck la mother?
she said she hopes i dun anyhow anyhow. come on mother... i burst out laughing.

a few nights ago, i walked into my parents room when they were doing something on the rocking chair. a few years ago, when i was sleeping in their room cos i dislocated my arm, i SAW them doing some stuff on the floor. come on. u exposed me to such stuff when i was at such tender age, u cant blame me if im like that now..... =]

but whatever it is, i just hope she shuts up bout it n never talk about it again. cos if she does, i swear, i wun be able to control my language the next time round.

study hard folks. a few more days. impossible is nothing. even if we fail in the end, at least we know we tried really hard.