eh, christmas...christmas ...


oh this is wat we had for dinner last nite.


big rite! cheap some more! everybody gotta go cafe igauna, before 9pm that is for happy hour.


nice lights ah. ok abit hard to see here, but it was really nice. see how happy my baby is with the lights...


sigh, merry christmas everyone. there's only one week left before school starts. so make good use of the last week.

christmas! merry christmas everybody!

my results came out yesterday! i was super surprised because i really thought i was gonna fail some modules. Kenna stunned. BBBBA. haha.

i realised that my holidays coming to an end. i only have 2 more weeks.

its sunday.
im at home.
its raining.

im waiting for him to finish playing touch rugby.
den im out to go shopping at ikea.

sigh.

i am super unhappy. my baby has been working like crazy all week, and i have only seen him once this week. im not angry because he doesnt have time for me, but because he has to work so hard for stupid SAF. no OT pay somemore.

sigh. im having a headache.

i think there's some prob with my head.

headache everyday. no joke.

yesterday come back from mambo kenna fucked upside down! by the rain! and abit by my dad la. aiyah.

den now my dad angry angry he say now i must everyday go office help him. kaoooo.....
never mind la. help a few days. anyway i confirm tmrw wun go out, cos he gotta do duty tmrw nite. sigh.

my mum is paranoid. she is superstitious, worried bout nothing, sensitive, crazy and did i mention paranoid?

so i had cramps yesterday, and she thinks im pregnant and there's a baby kicking inside me.

i put a pillow under my shirt each time i have cramps and she thinks tat im carrying a 5 month old baby.


i wanna go mambo tonight, but i wonder wat she'll think bout tat.
1. maybe i'll go rendezvous with the father of my imaginery baby?
2. maybe im working at night at a sleezy night club/ disco.
3. maybe im selling beer at some kopitiam.

haha, there's many many more i can think of, i'll carry on another day.


oh gosh, im such a bitch. haha but tats kinda funny.

i had a terribly long night. couldnt sleep at all.
did a lot of thinking. he is right.

he assured me tat he wouldnt mind, but somehow i still wasnt sure. he wouldnt put down the phone until i stopped crying. but i couldnt stop at all. i was scared, relieved, touched?

i was stoning at home today when he just suddenly appeared at my door step. sigh. i love this baby of mine.

i just got home from sentosa! stayed at the sijori resort, which sucked like shit.
its supposed to be dunno how many stars resort but its worse den my room.

there is only ONE lift to serve everyone. the paint is peeling like nobody's business. the room is small like siao. the toilet is leaking. there is no toothbrush. the tv and mini fridge is older den me. there is no mirror in the room except the toilet. it is not sound proof. it is a room for 2 but they only offer breakfast for one.

oh, sentosa has changed alot! its been a long time since ive been there. but i go there feed many many mosquitoes!

went tanning today, and im burnt now. and im not feeling very good.
so for the first time in a long long time, im gonna sleep at 10.30pm.