im leaving in a few hours time. spend chinese new year with my grandmama...
sigh. everythings not going well for me. father, friends, school. sigh.

see all of u in a few days time. i'll be collecting angpoh with ringget in in.

heh, for those who haven heard.... i passed my driving test! 6 points! thank you.
yah la. finally i passed la. but so what.. i got no car!?!

anyway these 2 days have been crazy for me.
its NBS week in my school = free stuff.
free goodie bag, free food, free this free tat!
we just go crazy queuing for all the free stuff!

kao. yesterday watch victoria secrets. win alrdy loh.
since i cannot achieve their height nor body, i will have the same hair as them!
i'll dye it, then curl. just like theirs. hahaha.

ya call me crazy la.

ok so last week when arsenal beat middlesbrough 7-0, i tot that the real arsenal was back.
then just now against everton, they can fuckingly lose to evertON! number 14 or 15!
sigh. whatever la.

hello hello!
you think you had a bad day? ha.

woke up this morning and i couldnt open my left eye. swollen.
went to see the doctor. eyelid infection.

hey guess wat? my driving test is tomorrow morning!

who's complaining?

the weather now a days is just great. it can rain for a few days and suddenly be damn fucking sunny for the next few.



sigh, was lying in bed last night and thought of alot of things, things about him.
many questions i can only ask myself but will never ask him. sigh. but i dun need to know the answers actually. it really doesnt matter to me.

yes, i really do love him alot.. =]

i do not like the rain. not one bit.
it makes me think of my baby.

i am a bitch.
feel free to call me up to scold me, friends.

i know i've let u all down.

argh.
now i know how it feels like to be broke. and i mean really absolutely broke.
both of us are so broke, we do budget budget stuff.

when we're thirsty, we go to the toilet to drink tap water.
when we go food court for lunch/dinner/snack, we go 7-11 to buy a super big gulp first.
no more crystal jade or pizza or good food. its food court all the way.
we walk, we dun take the bus.
we walked round the whole funan centre to source for the cheapest deals even though its a matter of one two bucks less.
we dun watch movies anymore. we go to esplanade for entertainment, watching other couples make out. ha.

oh well.
tats being budget.

its 1.45am.
i woke up around 8 today to go to the hospital to visit my baby's dad.
i am fucking tired, but im still up worrying about my drunk baby and my horrible time table for this sem.

my baby drank alot at balcony with his friends. he is home now bathing. i have this feeling that he is gonna fall asleep in the bathroom.

my time table. horrible. the pple in my tutorial are horrible. sigh. i shouldnt have changed at all in the first place. sigh.

first day of school. 4 hours of lecture straight.
sian diao.
tomorrow is supposed to be my free day, den i got make up lecture.
sian diao diao.
i have to go NUS central library to borrow 3 thick books on project management for my papa. by this week.
sian diao diao diao.

its 745pm now and im hungry. where are my parents i dont know.
i just know that my baby is worried and troubled now and that makes my day even worse.

merry christmas and a happy new year!
hmm, how did u all spend new years eve? i spent it with my baby.

god knows, i've fallen in love. i really dunno what i'll do without him.

anyway, its back to school tomorrow. everybody dun sian diao. one semester will pass by quickly.

=]